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Vanessa
there'll be no white flags; i'll always be in love.


Monday, March 15, 2010, 2:51 AM

i have been a really lousy girlf. :(

i really should be contented. phillip's meeting me EVERY WEEKEND unless he has something really impt/urgent. he's been doing this despite his busy schedule. but sometimes i just don't understand him enough. is it the lack of trying? or the inability to care for the dearest person in my life besides my family and bffs. guess i'm really not understanding enough. :( how many times have i hurt his feelings intentionally just because i'm mad? countless. :( and never did he give up on me. his stand has been the same ever since he met me. he wants to make me his girlf, he's done so. and now he wants to be with me till the day he's lying in the coffin. (okay, i know he'll be cremented. but you get the point.) i really have an amazing boyf whom i really don't deserve. it's always my pride! :( that i can't bring myself to apologize even though it's MY fault. :((( and the only time i'll apologize is when i see how disappointed phillip is. ;(

damn. i've better start cherishing him the way i should before i lose this man. the man of my dreams.

alright. time for updates of the weekend.

sat - met phillip at cityhall after prelims and he came to pick me up from there before we head to suntec for IT SHOW! cos he had to run errands with his mummy. oh well. I BOUGHT MY HARD DISK!!!!! like FINALLLLLYYY! and i bought my desktop!!! :DD all for about 1.2k! satisfied me! and guess what, i didnt even have to lift a finger because phillip carried everything singlehandedly. guys' ego. -.- and.. the most impt thing is, he FIXED UP MY DESKTOP FROM SCRATCH!!!!!!!!!!!! how to fault this type of boyf?!?! took him quite long to settle it all because of all the existing cables, and other computer stuff. tsk tsk. he only finished fixing at almost 2am!!! sweaty and dirty boyf. so i told him to get a shower! then guess what? i thought he's gonna enter my room and we can chat. in the end, he went back to the computer to install the programs!!!!!!!!








sun- he came over. first thing he did? install microsoft office for me cos he has the 3 user disc. drove my sister and i to tampines mall for dinner. KFC!!!!! heh. finger-licking good. and i finally tried their EGG-TART!!!!!! nice!!! *thumbs up!* :D the crust is not as thick as the best egg-tart i tried in JB, but it is as good! my only complaint? that it's a tad too sweet. then drove me to work! went back with my sister for tuition. picked me up from work. :DDD



my point in saying this?

i really don't know what ive done to deserve a boyf as wonderful as him. i really don't. :( he doesn't fault me for anything, even though i can be a bitch sometimes. :( right, we have our issues and he can be soooooo heartless, tactless, insensitive and asshole-ish, but who isn't when we're mad. i should know that better than anyone.

I LOVE MY WEEKENDS.