my boyf's gonna be up in 4hours time for his tri event. :( heartpain! im actually quite worried abt him. :( so little sleep! how to run, swim and cycle!!?! zzz. and he made me promise i'll stay home instead of headin to ecp for him. :( cos i didn't wanna meet his daddy. at least not yet. and he's worried i'll get lost in ecp and stuff like that. so he'd rather i stay home. but he promised he'll bring me along if he goes for his end-of-year event overseas.

roars. to think i wanted him to get home early today. :( went for xianglin's commissioning parade at SAFTI. he picked ouyang up, then me, zeming and lastly charles. meanie! only my boyf drove. poor boyf. :(

we argued at dempsey over some stupid stuff. -.- i had two options. to leave and screw things up between us, or to calm down, spare a thought for him and resolve issues. not surprising, i picked the latter. HA! guess what, his friends think im v understanding! -.- hah! im flattered ;p cos it's not quite in my blood to be understanding. but for phillip, i'm willing. :)

one of them asked how long have we been together, and he readily answered, 'two months and two weeks'.

ah, i'll blog tmr. i needa sleep already. im damn tired after today.