yesterday the boyf called at half past twelve! and we talked till two. okay, we were fighting about the same issue, -.- and then when we realised it, we ended up laughing! super sillyyy. and guess what, my boyf has PINK NAILS now! haha due to some forfeit. that is just soooooooo gay.

three more days! :(

we argued cos i thought he would want to see me on the 8th, after not seeing me for a week! :( but apparently not. :( he breaks camp on 8th the morning, then has to move in to hall on the same day. so i thought he would be free in the evening! :( but he has to attend a friend's bday party. he's super duper screwed! roars. so annoying. im always being sacrificed. damnit. im sooooo not happy abt it! :(( so i hav to wait till 9th before seeing him. i know it's merely a day late, but it bugs me that it was never his intention to see me on the 8th.

i hate it when i lose my cool. i can say things that hurt without even the slightest hesitation, words that leave unimaginable repercussions :( so many times the words were at the tip of my tongue, i held back just for my boyf.

because for you, i'm willing.

and he's having amazing race + fright night today, so his day started 530 this morning, and won't end till 2am. :(( means i won't get to talk to him tonight! but i made him promise he'll call no matter how late it gets. even if it means im asleep.

prolly meetin kenneth for supper tonight if we're not toooo tired. it's beeeeen so long!

i can't wait for saturday to be over!

we'll work things out together, i promise i'll stay strong. :)