i hate what's been going on lately.

super slack-ish during today's socio discussion, can't be bothered already lar. zzzzz. really don't know what to say about it. damn fkin screwed. and i hate not puttin my best into it.

i hate mugging. (tho i've not EVEN started.)

been losing sleep these few nights.. and i don't like it! esp since i LOVE sleeping so much. zzzzz. a sleepy van is a grumpy van.

am taking it with a pinch of salt.
i'm not gonna make myself miserable,
it's way too tiring.

took the following defintion off this web:
http://www.allwords.com/word-not%20in%20the%20least.html

" Idiom: not in the least (not in the least bit) - Not at all. "

managed to check it out, zzzzz, adr said it's not ryte. now i know i'm ryte!

then what does craig davd's 'don't love you no more' means? so, does he still love her or not? or does the gf still love him?? zzzzzz. used to discuss w/ pauline, but still pretty confused. ha, i love english! the beauty of it! =)

jo! i'm still at the first few pages of yr freakonomics; it's not that difficult to read, but i'm taking FOREVER!!! zzzzz. can't seem to focus leh. zzzzzzz. damnit, where's my motivation!!

i think we need to fall before we will actually feel the pain. at least for me. zzz. i need to screw up, before i'll work hard.

kkays. im gonna go do work? hopefully!

zzzzz. i didn't keep my word today. SHIT.

fkin hell. im damn fkin pissed. i really have nth to say now. zzzzz.
a super dumb thought; i was actually thinking of waitin at clementi at 8 tml, and see if you're too pissed to come. zzzzzzzzzz. damn fked up already.

im not gonna be able to slp tonight again.