zzzzzzz.
cried, real bad. been super long since i felt so down abt anything. i really have nothing to say about it. except that im really sorry.
i looked at my msn list cos i wanted to talk to someone. just to fking let it out. but i didn't- just couldn't. didn't know who to look for except -. yet i hesitated; it just doesn't seem right. oh, i thought of leen too. but zzzz, she's prolly as busy as ever. so yeappps.
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.
damn cliche, but damn true.
i hate to admit but,
i just don't put aside my pride and open up to anyone anymore.
not after you went away.