its 745 in the morning, and im up already. :(

i had a really bad night :(

anyway, my boyf didn't fall asleep! -.- he was out with his friends for supper, and he drove down my place just to make sure im alright. what's not to love abt this boy. :) met him downstairs my place and we talked for an hour. i ended up crying :( roars. im sorry for acting like an insecure bitch. roars. i promise i'll not let what ppl say undermine what i know we share btwn us.

so shut up you bitch. unfortunately for you, my boyf only loves me.

oh oh, and i argued with his good friend, cos his friend thought i might turn out to be just like so many other girls, refusing to allow the boyf to spend time with his friends. i told him to shut it and if he has an issue, raise it to my boyf. since he doesnt really know me. told my boyf about it. and he laughed. roars. dumb dumb fella.

roars. feels so right hugging him and i didn't wanna let go. :( but, but, but, he's working at 7 this morning, so by the time he got home, he had only 3 hours left of sleep. poor boyf. :( who ask him stay so far away from me! :(

he certainly makes me feel very different, to the extent that i'll even feel insecure. this is really bad, hasnt happen for a frigging long while. im just not used to feeling vulnerable. so i wont let it happen anymore. but i don't know how! :( this is why i didnt wanna get into a relationship sigh. and no matter what he says, i know it's gonna get hell alot harder when he stays in hall. :(((