roars. its 1 in the morning, and i've to be at harbourfront by 6.50am. im so gonna check in the hotel the moment i reach and sleep! tsk tsk, my bag is heavyyyy! argh! i already packed VERY LITTLE stuff can! tsk tsk. yj is right, haha girls can never travel light. sigh. i know why! cos im bringin shampoo and stuff like that! hahahaha can't stand myself for not being able to use those the hotel provides.

tmr's the trip! :D

roars, i was so annoyed with my boyf last night! his phone died on him, so he said he'll call me when he gets home, then guess what! he text me and said he's meeting the guys for supper, and dat he can only call me later. i was so frigging annoyed i deleted the text without replying him. ARGH! then he called me at 2plus, but i turned off my phone because i didn't want to talk to him. roars. but thank goodness he called this morning, else i would have ignored him today! :( roars. don't ask me why, but i am very tolerant when it comes to this boy.

his friend asked him to extend another night because he wants to come too. haha, i don't mind, but phillip says see first! :D

i wonder what he has planned for us. :D HAHA. i love/hate suspense. i told him i want seafood! and he says, 'ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT SEAFOOD?' ahhhh.

i miss him already. :)

we're gonna watch the haunting + harry potter when we come back! :D

roars. my boyf didn't receive my reply, so he thought i was busy and waited for me. and i did the same thing. -.- it was only till 2am then did i text him! :( roars. he called and we talked till about 4 in the morning.

i'm sooooo excited! :DD im so gonna get my manicure/pedicure, massages, spas etc! :D yet to pack for the trip!

zzz, i think im gonna get a cold soon.

went bugis with lisi today! tsk, super unproductive! we didn't buy anything. okay, i got a sundress at 10bucks, she got 3 belts at 10bucks too. and we spent 20bucks each at swensens. AGAIN. -.-

i'm so tired now! :( my boyf's been working for the 5th consecutive day today! and tmr will be his 6th. :( and he sleeps so much lesser compared to me. haha six hours is enough for him. i need double of that.

hahaha and yes yes, super hilarious. lisi and i got confused between rupees and rupiah! HAHA! damn silly.

for you i will.

on a side note, i realised i don't know anything about some of my friends anymore. like what's going on in their lives, and stuff that i used to know. and it's kinda depressing to think of it. friends that you used to hang out with all the time, you barely see them for months now. i'm trying my best, but it's quite tiring sometimes when they don't give a damn. this is when trying just doesn't seem enough.

i want harry potter! roars, but i'll be able at batam! hah, i've yet to go for my first getaway, and i'm already thinking of the next one in aug, if time permits. with my boyf of course! :D

ah, i just found out smth. hmmmm.

anyw, my boyf's still very much in the 'i'm still a diamond bachelor' phase. so he says. kinda insensitive to my feelings sometimes.

im blogging because im waitin for my hair to dry (like always), and i have no idea what my boyf is busy with now.

ROARS.

im abit grumpy now.

tmr will be better! :)

OMG. i wanna watch THE HAUNTING IN CONNECTICUT! :D im so gonna text my boyf NOW! and ask if he wants to watch with me tmr!! omg the last horror movie i watched was 'drag me to hell' which scared the hell outta me! :( sigh, i never learn from my lessons. but i think he wants to gym and swim tmr. hmmmm.

arghhhh! i wanted a trim! but the lady cut quite abit of my hair! :(( and now my hair's kinda short! ARGH! and my trip is just two days away! i still thought i have a week to let it grow. oh dearrrrr. lisi and i were sucha pain in the ass, we kept wanting our fringe to be shorter, and then tadah, now it's damn fking short!! i look like a watermelon! roars. i told my boyf and he laughed, like always. roars. but he assured me that it looks as nice as before. and my hair's as blonde as ever. haha

work was fun fun fun! :D thank goodness i have walter, alvin and charles! haha and of course, my gan ma! super duper fun! :D but it's gonna end soon! :( cos SHE'S COMING BACK TO WORK! argh! must be on our toes already.

so hilarious lah yesterday's topic! was talking w alvin about 'girls you sleep with vs girls you wanna wake up to' -.- even tho i disagree with the idea, i know for a fact it's the truth. damn. and then we talked about MOTHER-IN-LAWS. roars. this is scary! :(( it's gonna be so damn hard to please mum-in-laws. i'm soooo not looking forward to the day. :(

i'll be workin with walter today again!

anyway, we didn't have plans to meet till the trip. but apparently my boyf missed me! ;p so he asked me for supper yesterday after work. we took bus back his place to get the car. and we went to eat taohuay then to chillout at seletar! :) i told him i wanted a tattoo, and he was like, okay, i like tattoos, but just don't let my mom see till we got married. WOAH. i reckon it's gonna be tough getting his mummy to like me. hmmmm.

but for my boyf, i simply have to.

it's amazing that when i'm with him, there's no where else i'd rather be.

told him how i felt last night, and we're okay. :) text him before i crashed, cos we promised not to go to bed upset with each other.

i just like it when he sincerely wants to know everything that is going thru' in my life, and how i feel. he doesn't like it when i keep things bottled up within me. he says communication is the key and he doesn't want me to not be myself. :DD

ppl say that when things seem too good to be true, it probably is.

i don't know how true it is man.
but i hate it when the negativity creeps in and attempts to threaten what i know we have.
i've gotta trust us. :)

alrighty, im meeting lisi in half hour's time to do our hair!

argh!
im so annoyed with myself. i think i got too serious with phillip wayyyy too fast, and this is not so good. i admit i've been thinking quite abit. with him going ntu come august, and us barely getting to meet once a week. argh. it's not gonna be easy, and i won't pretend that i'm okay with it.

i never quite agree with people who thinks the world of love, cos i don't like to feel defenceless. but i can't deny that i'm feeling pretty vulnerable nowadays when it comes to him.

i really appreciate him calling me even though his friends are over at his place; i didn't expect the call at all. so it was indeed a pleasant surprise. im kinda used to having him call every night. but i hate it when he ends the conversation so abruptly. it makes me go wtf.

damnit, what the hell am i getting myself into.

im really quite undecided now.
i want things to work out, but at the same time, im kinda afraid.

argh. wtf wtf wtf.

and this fking cashier screamed at me for no reason. fk. i was so fking mad.