it's been a fking crazy week. i cried so hard that my eyes hurt so bad. made me realised alot of things.

we talked things through, amidst all the tears. it's been reallllyyyy crazy.

im DAMN touched by my friends. LIKE SERIOUSLY. <3

i'll blog tmr! :D

been sucha long time since i've blogged.

yesterday was shizhen and desmond's 21st birthday. went to shizhen's party at 630, whilst phillip went to desmond's.

a pity i couldn't stay for shizhen's cake-cutting! :(( cos i have to be at desmond's place before cake-cutting + MEET-THE-PARENTS. shizhen, hope you had fun! :)) happy 21st! :))

took me an hour to get to desmond's place. roars. i hate phillip chor. he text me in the morning, 'sweetheart, good news, desmond's parents invited my parents for his 21st!' and i was jolted awake. ROARS. super nervous! :(( and having a bad hair day didn't help! :((

the one hour bus ride to his place.. i was a bunch of nerves. ahhh. keep panicking, thinking of the worst. SUPER NERVOUS. :(( sigh. phillip's friends kept nudging me to meet his parents, and i finally did. ROARS. SUPER AWKWARD CAN.

oh, before that, phillip told his family, 'i'll be introducing a girl to you later at desmond's party.' ROLLS EYES*

im glad it's all over. not in the negative way, but finally, i can heave a sigh of relief! :) and his parents are okay with me! :)))) YAY!

7 November 2009, i'll always remember the day.

oh, since phillip stays beside desmond, his family members walked back, whilst he drove me to.... TIMBRE! :) our first visit together as a couple. ;p okay, cosmopolitan sucks. gross. must be the cointreau! :( my favourite roasted duck pizza's SOLD OUT! :( so we ordered hawaiian instead.

omg! i didnt realise my blog is dead for sooo long! :(

- blue basil

21st - pauline's bday!

24th - happy fourth month baby! :) mac bfast! + nat's party!

25th - shann's bday!

30th - natalie's bday!

i spent 113 bucks today! shit. :(

no more shoppping!!

phillip asked me out on tues for a trip to jb! haha yay! :D

i'll stop being rash.

MY BOYF CAME TO THE AIRPORT TO SURPRISE ME!

hah. awesome. he waited at the wrong area though, and was a lift behind mine. thank goodness the bus hasn't come, else i would have missed him. he texted me at 2300, 2301, 2302 and 2303. hah, and when i was about to reply, he called. 'sweetheart, where are you?' hah. and i stupidly didn't suspect anything! not even when he kept texting me to ask me to go home and sleep. (the idea was to find out if i have any plans after work) roars. we talked on the phone for abt 5mins, then he kept askin irrelevant qnses. and then he asked me to turn around. i looked left, looked right, before i turned to look behind me. and there he was, wearing the pink hugo boss shirt, with the black vest (i got for him!) and pants. damn. hot. ;p oh, he said he wanted to laugh when he saw me looking left/right but behind. hah, i was seriously surprised. :)) came out of the queue and i can't stop smiling. roars. this sillyboy of mine.

was his elder sis's bday and his family wanted to dine at the airport initially. but last min change of plans and they went fine dining at suntec instead. he said there was a hiccup, and by that, he meant the change in location. roars i think im really quite sotong not to suspect anything. roars. very delightful. he bought polar for me! cos i skipped dinner, as always. (not that i want to, but i don't have dinner :() strawberry swiss roll, sugar roll and eclair. the eclair is REALLLLY good. hah. i think he knows me better than i give him credit for. he went coffeebean and starbucks to buy strawberry cheesecake, but they only have raspberry cheesecake, and he knows i don't like raspberry.

i love you, sillyboy.

took 858 back to his place, feels kinda romantic. hah. been months since we took bus back home frm the airport.

but i was tearing when i saw golden. :( he was fine the last time i saw him. he's 11 now and the vet said that golden retrievers usually don't live past 10, so everyday is a blessing for golden. :( his stool was full of blood and he vomited alot. :( it was heart-wrenching for me, even though i've only seen him a few times. :( the sillyboy was so upset. and he asked if he should talk to his dog about getting him the jab so that he doesn't have to suffer anymore. i was surprised by my own answer, i told him he ought to. for golden is really suffering. he's so lethargic, and those eyes.. i don't think i want to have a dog next time. i don't know if i'll be able to deal with it.

but phillip suspects foul play. cos golden suddenly had food poisoning couple of days back for no apparent reason. long story.

ah, i hope he doesn't get too upset, though it'll be damn hard.

worked with mich today again! i love working with her lah! she's super fun! :)

today is a VERY SCREWED UP day for me and phillip. :(

first, this boy spilled my alize on my left foot, so inevitably my shoes are wet too. and you know alize is STICKY to the max. so ya quite pissed off. went to the toilet to wash. then when i came back, very clumsy me, i spilled the drinks on the tray. so i went to wash it AGAIN. thought all would be well, served a customer, bought a bottle, then my gan ma ganchiong the sales suddenly turned and knocked the tray full of alize tasting ON ME. fk. including cafe boheme! which means im sticky, and smelly. arghhhh. damn fking pissed off. argh! and i was quite a bitch, i snapped at whoever who asked me what happened. and i felt damn bad about it after that. so i apologized to one of them. he was tryin to be nice, trying to help me clean up, but i fking lost it and told him off. and guess what, he apologized for being nosy. ARGH. i felt damn bad and after washing up (which took forever, loads of napkins, and a study-holic boyf to cheer me up) i went back to the store and apologized to him. damn sincere. cos i know i was being a bitch.

the others stood by and watched. i'm....speechless.

:((

now i wished i hadn't deleted it all in a fit of anger. :(((((